Goodbye~T.T

never i expect to go blogging 2day...but, i jus happen to hav sth i want to announced here...
~i quit blue house marching~
honestly, tis isnt wat i expected...it happens tat kiat shi suggest tis whole idea of quiting perbarisan coz v r tired of cleaning up ppl's ass...he cut out ppl without discussing wif us and take over stuff wen he's free...me and kiat shi worked hard for the whole team but he jus hav to go down and train dem when he's free...and the free time i mean is on the day he dun hav to paint the class which happens oni on mon and fri...although he's the ketua, pls take care of the others feeling...i hate it when he often warn me not to play wif the others...hell he goes...wats the prob of play wif them to make them relax and not being so tension...i dunno wat he think but, does he noe the whole meaning of having marching for sports day?
for me, marching is act a plan to train students to work 2gether and mixed well wif others...its not the matter of win and loose...it doesnt matter actually...
but, for him, i guess its diff...very diff...but, dun ask me wat...coz i dunno and i dun1 to noe bout it...
i cried alot 2day...Dang..i shud stop myself from crying d...once i heard tat v still lack of ppl, i was so so so so shocked...i worked hard to pull ppl in and talk to them but, y v still hav no enuf ppl??i looked at the list and saw many name being cancelled...when i ask kiat shi, she said it's him who cut it...darn it!!!my list is for me and kiat shi to do reference...not for him to scribble around!!my tears rolled down and i just cant control it...i feel awkward to cry in front of kiat shi and wai seng so i quickly walked awy...lucky, i met choy yi and i hug him to release my feeling...lucky she's ther...
i heard tat he's gonna paint so i calm myself down and feel better edi...but, when v train till half-way, he's here and...congrats...he started to spoil everything!!y must he do tat?i ignored him when he asked me whether wanna join him at kfc...he say je's gonna blanja...so wat?i cant afford to eat it isit?Fucked off la...
when v r training belok, he lean on me and asked me wat's wrong...i pull myself away in a very obvious action saying "back off u fucker!".iden, i tell him tat v r not tat close and walked away to the canteen...kiat shi den went tot the canteen and talk wif me...v den eat and kiat shi asked for my opinion wat if she quits...for sure i say i will follow her....she quickly get her paper and cancelled our name in the list without telling him...chee yong too say he'll quit if i quit...lol...when kiat shi go away, i cried in front of chee yong while telling him everything i feel...
well, it ends up v just train bout half an hour...he tried to complain in front of mei yee, but fail of coz...xD
v go back and i jus cant bliv tat the news bout me and kiat shi quit spread out so fast...zheng teng sms and call me to call me not to quit...but, i hav to dissapoint him...wai seng sms me tat eu gene, him and zheng teng will stay ther and work hard to piss him off...feel bad, but dey say dey will support me de wor...thank god tat he gave me a bunch of gud fren tat will actually support me when v jus noe each other for bout 1 month plus oni...love dem so much even though dey dun love me...haha...too perasan liao...xD
hmm...i got a lil plan after exam...it will remain secret 1st....haha...tats alll la...xD

~BacK oFf u FuckEr~
*sorry for those rude words in tis post...i really cant stand it anymore...