Healing

my heart still ache and last night, i really cried badly...real bad...i was hugging myself on my bed and pour my heart out. but, honestly...although the crying was bad, i managed to make myself sleep for the whole night.


i really thank all the friends which i actually had negleted cares and be there for me...thank you guys especially marcus and jeremy...i was touched...love you guys...and i wont forget how caring you guys are even when i take some of u as jerks who love to play me...TT


my mood getting better although the vision do come back..bu, im confident enough to tell myself, i can get over it since i'm the one who decided to go this way...




just realised sth...my bday is about 6 more days to go