Sorry

I've been ignoring every single message i received and every comment on facebook and msn since my relationship status in facebook being changed. i know there's alot from people who cares. i just not ready to face everyone yet. not now.

it feels bad, to decided to leave the person you love behind. leaving him is bad and traumatic to me. but the decision had been made by myself. im the one who wanted to end all of it. i can only blame myself for causing all this misery to me and him.

i can hide no where...i desperately wanted to cry my lungs out but i can't...im just stuck here