x x x Time to Start Anew x x x

well...i break up wit jet yang edi..at 1st i tot its goin to b hard but,surprisingly, he din blame me or even angry..i felt guilty bout it, but..he told me not to..i felt sorry for hurting him again but, i wanted to start anew, restoring back my own self.

for those who really noe me sure realise tat i'm different, or should i say, change..even me myself cant reconise my own reflection when i look into the mirror. honestly, i wanted myself back..i dun1 to b a moody person anymore..i want to b a happy-go-lucky type of girl again..i dun1 to feel left out and alone again..

i cause many disappointment in ppl who actually place hope on me..my terrible result actually due to my laziness..overall, it's me who still cant awake.i want to b a girl tat wont easily being affected by guy's word.bcoz of a guy i turned out to b a stranger...i dun1 tis type of me..i hav to stand up my ownself..i cant count on others..i nid to b independence ald...

i'm goin out wit alex, suk yenn, chermaine, arul to watch movie...twilight of coz...after waiting for so long...haha...actually, i wanted to call michelle to join me de...but, after reading her blog, mayb not...my sis wanted to join too...hehe...can go 2gether..

now, i'm studying hard..although i noe i cant catch up wit the class, but, i wont felt sorry or disappointed coz i tried my best ald...haha..

i guess i nid to stop.putting all the guys thing behind, i felt lighter ald..time to aim on next year spm...i hav to score well!!

~wHaT b3l0nGs h3r3, r3mAiNs h3r3~

x x x Twilight in Malaysia!!! x x x

ATTENTION EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Twilight is going to b shown in cinema on th 27th of november 2008!!!!yah000...cant wait to watch it in the big screen...too bad, i cant go watch wit alex and the others.i challenge my dad to waatch it so v r goin to watch on the 30th of november...cant wait...XD

holiday....might not b a qquite gud idea...but, hehe plans hav been made for next month...i'm goin cameron highlands, then tambun then shopping, hse cleaning n more...haha...december will b a bc month...yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!

next wed goin carefour wit wai wai again..hehe...cant wait for it..anybody hav brown sugar machioto cd? i want to watch...i cant wait for it to load in you tube...very slow leh...haih...

now i understand y dey say on9 is very boring.any idea wat can i do??boring a!!!!

i guess tats all...bubye.....

x x x tugas 4 spm x x x

haih...at least i hav sth to do during holiday.i cant on9 at home when tat 大小姐at home. onli can on9 either on wed when she went home for awhile or fri when she really go back. sunday too i guess.pity my sis tat she can oni on9 one day oni *saturday*.haha...
i ald crawl to skol early in the morning n waiting for sook hui...i wonder wat happen between us..v suddenly bcome 'quite close'..v stick to each other almost all the time..haha..just hav to walked aroung, call them line up n yes!!mission accomplish..den went to mamak eat n wait time pass..tats it.
hmm...den, met wai wai...haha...but, quite boring tat day. but better than staying at home.
i guess tats all...bubye...

~whAt b3l0nGs h3r3, r3mAiNs h3r3~

x x x 14th of Nov x x x

well, i wanted to write sth on tis day. but, too bad. i cant on9 much edi. tis is the last day of skol(obviously) n, quite 'memorable'. y?? its the day i started to hate pn.xxx. i jus cant bliv tat a teacher would just put her student into a bowl of hot soup jus to statisfied herself...omg!!! unreasonable.

funny thing is...all of a sudden, the whole blok c was panic when sumbody(n i noe who's the one who started tis chaos) spread tat got spotcheck. every1 was running around to hide things and i heard tat ms.tan helped many students to keep their stuff. haha. and me, i suddenly drag one of the passer-by(obviously my fren) to help my friend to keep my phone. smart rite?haha

me n ronnie went over to blok a n 'ronda'. well,the afternoon prefect is way too scary.they shouted at the students lik hell man.and, b4 tat i oso witness a group of 4 prefect surround a normal student just to order him to pull up his socks.O.o

well,at the end, no spotcheck, all clear. thats all i guess...



~whAt b3LoNgs h3r3, r3mAiNs h3r3~

The Best Embarassing Thing

OMG!!!

Wad happen huh??i just want to get myself into a deep hole and bury myself in it...i cant bliv tis would happen to me!!!dear...

Still confused??you should b...ok...tis is wad happen...~

yest, my parents gone to pj tgi hav a look on a car dey love so much...well, after hav a watch, v decide to go to ioi mall den...again, dey saw caars being display n dey went to c again...feeling bored, me n my sis went to the 1st floor to walk aroung...when i was on the dumb escalator, my step seem uneven and i nearly fall..my sis could oni stand beside me and ask am i ok...den, i felt my waist bein hold tightly so i turn and to my shocked, a guy(*quite gud looking...^^)was holding damn tightly on my waist...feeling awkward, i release myself from him and my sis keep laughing beside me...tat guy keep asking am i alright n i keep telling him tat i'm ok...damn embarassing...he shot me a wary look and when we reach tat floor, i quickly grab my sis hand and walked away...

and thanks to my sis, she told my mom and daa and dey keep disturbing me wit tat incident...omg!!!my mom say when i blush my both cheek will turn red...teruk...keep disturb me with it...haih...poor me....

skol become so damn boring edi...ntg to do...tml spm liao...wish those who got take spm and stpm all dae best lo...haih...hav to tugas oso...hmm...sienz...

at skol oso sien, at hse oso sien...haih...............

tats all ba...


~wAt b3lOngs h3r3, r3mAinS h3r3~

Welcome "Wai Wai"

curious bout the title huh??haha...let me welcome 'wai wai' to my world...haha...who's it? a person i adore most..hmm...confused?dun worry..time may make u awake from ur confusion..*blinkblink*

haih...i hav so so so much fun in midvalley le...haha...n,got sum so-called memorable event too..tat is...'the most embarassment moment in my life'...god!!!how i wish i'm able to fine a hole and hide myself in it...got interested to continue listening?well...haih...i'm telling den...but, on the other hand, mayb no...i will laugh at myself when thinking back bout the incident...hahahahahaha...i cant help it...haha...i still feel like laughing...i got embarass in front of my sis and michelle le...haha...

and...i guess i need help now...does anybody noe wat to buy for a guy??i'm goin to b crazy figuring out...let's vote den..

1. t-shirt(i dunno wat size)


2. wallet(but, according to him,he ald got it)


3. shoe(way too expensive)


4. necklace(boy type de of coz-michelle idea)


5. ring(oso michelle's idea)


6. any more sugestion?(*pls.....)

hmm...haih...i'm so damn happy 2day...harhar...y?coz go out wit wai wai lo...haha...darn it...saw roonie and his fren...darn it...haha...nvm la...

fellow readers!!!pls temporary dun read the novel(Shine In Our Heart) first...pls giv me one month so tat i can edit more for u guys to read...thanks!!!

i guess, tats all for now...byezzz...

~wHat b3lOnGs h3r3, r3mAins h3r3~