it's the end...
memories that aren't meant to be forgotten seems to be fading away. i miss the time when everything is more than just fine. i miss him and i gave up many things for him. friends, me and myself. but, it's just not enough. no matter what, i can't give him what he wants the most.
i wasn't in the right condition to be in a relationship now. it's just will ended up heart broken and stabbing of wounds. i should not have follow what i feel at the first place. all the time i follow what i see but because of him, i let my feel rules. a bad decision...returning back to him. i love him, i really do...but it just don't make it.
Quan~
i'm sorry... i know u wont waste ur time reading this. but if u eventually passes by here, this is what i have for you..
what i can say i already try to explain in sms..i cant talk to u coz it will be bad..things wont be corrected. everything that happen, i can't blame it all on you. my fault for this. i just can't take up any more stuff in me. you can't be my priority in everything. i got to tell you, i take back my thinking. money is important. even me now can't live without money. and, our temper really cause everything right now. i just feel it's the time to put it to rest for a moment. i'm not the right one for you. i still love you but i can no longer promise u anything.