27 October 2008

Blogging Now


after leaving my percious blog behind for so long due to my darn exam n cant stop study, its now time for me to return!!!right??
haih...i guess, some decision hav to b made...i'm now suffering bcoz of having sth tat i doesnt meant to hav it...i hav to admit...my mood is in a very terrible situation now...i guess i nid to go for an operation now...(haha...jokin oni...dun hav to take it so seriously...haha...)
thanks mic...coz hav to hear me mumble everything...i really hope i'm goin to b fine...but, mic...sory...coz, ther is still sth i'm hiding from u...i promise tat i will tell u tat when time comes...haih...
recently, dunno wad happen..feel myself very fan...alwiz go find 猪哥哥 keng gai...for times i wonder again...y did i break wit him at the 1st place...i start thinking tis question since i found out tat the i did not break up wit him bcoz of wai bin...hmm...a question huh??at least its a gud thing to do since i'm having so much empty time ther...haha...
since exam finis ald, i now prepare myself wit the results i'm goin to get back later...i noe tat i will do very badly tis term...coz, i really hav no mood to study although lik i say jus now, study very hard...mayb, i really got to wake up now...how i wish tat sumbody can slap me and wake me up from my impossible-to-be-nightmare-nor-sweet dream..eLaiN3!!!WAKE UP!!!
i guess, now i hav to admit tat i'm a total jerk n loser...but, i find fault wit myself and i hav to settle it myself now!!!!phew...
hmm...i'm still wary whether am i awake ald or not...wateva...i'm goin to b alright...(*i guesss)ok!!!i guess i hav to drop tat off my mind now!!!talk bout sth happy den...haha...
tml...goin to midvalley wit mic...haha...cant wait...so long din go out liao...tis time, my sis not goin too...haha...
actually, i wanna complain sth here de...but, i guess i better shut up b4 anybody catch me away...but, i cant stand tat stupid sound anymore...its driving me crazy a!!!!darn it...sumore got another speaker near sumwhere around my hse sumore...pls!!!v jus wan to live in peace!!!v beg ya!!!sobsss.....
hmm...guess till here 1st la...got to go...wan t c the show mic recommend...time for...THE LEGEND OF BROWN SUGAR CHIVALRIES!!!!
~whAt b3lOngS h3r3 r3mAinS h3r3~

06 October 2008

Hello to New Me!!


haha..i'm back wif new me...haha...cut my hair short ald...but not tat type of short hair...coz, mom no let...sob...haha......

at least i felt relieved now...he can finally let go of me...hmm....i hope tat he could start all over wif a new relationship..if he does, i'll b the 1st to cheered for him...hahax...

actually i'm not suppose to online 2day...coz exam week le...but,haha...cant tahan liao...haha...silly me...

i guess tats all la...ntg special during the holiday...oh ya...haha...i bought breaking dawn ald and new bag...thanks mom n dad...love ya...n...4get to wish both of u happy anniversary...haha...
hmm...i also hav a video made for them...

haha...exam sucks la...haha...but, i wonder y i can b so hyperactive at skol whereas every1 is tension bout it...haha...swt la...hahax...

hmm....got prob...i cant bliv tat i talked back to dat fucker...i cant bliv it...haih...but, i oso ok de...say him till very teruk...haha...u should c his face when maine tell him tat she's in international choir...haha...damn nice...haha...so damn regret tat i din hav a phone to record his look...haha...

haih...at skol play till very teruk...haha...but, haha...can c jet yang...hahax...really love him la...1st time after so long...at least wit him i can control myself seperated with him...coz, mayb felt tat he's close to me...haha...honestly, i'm serious tis time, although i dun hav much confidence bout tis...haha...

change writting colour liao...haha...coz i row finish ald...wondering y i write so long?haha...coz, i hav to wait till the video finish uploading...haih..still,cant upload pulak...darn it....

hmm...feel lik wan talk more bout him la...k la...haih...he got tell me tat he's goin tocont his study at australia...i feel happy for him and i really hope he dun take it as a bad news and will go ther...its a great opportunity...so, attention here!!!KOH JET YANG!!!GO FOR IT!!!haha...

i guess till now 1st...go read blog better...haha...

hmm...tis time de blog consists of so so so mny days punya thing...haha....1 time write all...haha...can u bliv it??i actually go n yum cha wit my tuition fren last wed...haha...well, i hate him, but,when talk back to him, i felt he's quite a nice guy although he kept disturbing me during tuition...lucky i not same skol wit him de...haha...if not i die lo....haha...

chemist exam so damn hard...haha...can fail liao gua...haha...crazy la me...haha...jet yang help me check my paper 1 n, teruk la...so many wrong...got 1 stupid mistake sumore...haha...time to diie la me...haih...so regret tat i din ask for his trial paper...he told me tat got sorrt of lot question cum out from his trial...darn it...

haih..y i so easy sick d...haha...i tot laughter is the best medicine de.but, i still sick even though i kept laughing like crazy girl...haha...

4get to tell sth funny n stupid...on friday, me n jet yang ma walk out lo...i tot i saw my mom at the bus-stop ther waiting for me de...but, haih, i dunno she inside the car,den i straight walk till mom honned me...den, haha...inside the car she sindir me pulak...haha...

for times, i felt lucky coz my parents r quite open minded...haha...

hmm...tats all ba...darn it...download so long oso cant download...haha...


~wAt b3LongS h3r3 r3mAinS h3r3~

Goodbye 小熊...

haih...time to say goodbye to 小熊 ald....i guess i had to drop him out of my mind and start again in my life...so, tis post is special for him coz, its really a goodbye now...

~wHaT b3lOngs h3r3 r3mAinS h3r3~