You are back

YOU ARE BACK



*oh my pretty pretty boy i love you, like i never ever love the one before you*
Ai turned to look at her phone and saw a message from her beloved one.
"i'm coming back kl now"
Ai gave a sighed and replied, "ok, take care."
she received a short replied, "ok dear"

her loved one, ryan had been away for quite some time now...finally, he returned back to where Ai had been patiently wait for him. But, somehow, Ai didn't feel the same anymore. Although he was back, she felt both of them are getting far apart. She didn't want to give up but her heart is aching badly. she doesn't know what can she do to make everything back to normal.

the news he's coming back doesn't excites her like last time. a deep feeling of wanting to avoid him gathered around in her heart. She knew this should not happen but she can't resists the feeling. the feeling really are trying to drive her to insanity.

she tries to get rid of the darn feeling by thinking of the happy memories between them. but, she soon realise, conflicts between them are increasing and eventually take over the happy memories. she knew that it shouldn't be like this but all she can do was whining and blaming herself for making this horrible mistake.

she loves him, but she doubt his love towards her. they got together in a simple and stupid way. but, her love for him neither simple nor stupid. but, it grow extremely fast. from friend to best friend to like and fnally love. this shouldn't happen in between two weeks time. she receives care and attention from him. she became the happiesst gal on earth. she was so addicted to him or even crazy bout him. she cries when he told her bout his sad stories. she gave support when he needs it. she hid her worries from him to ease his burden.

many asked her to give up this relationship. where can it bring them to when both of them never met and turned out to be an item when they barely knew each other for 2weeks. but, she insists on her trust towards her lover, the soulmate she barely recognise. people around her told her it's useless for her to keep herself for him. he might be having another affair behind her back. still, she trust him.

when the coldness between them dragged too long, her heart aches and start bleeding. "where the hell is he?" often came into her mind. she understand that his family had met a tragedy recently but she wanted badly for him to share his sadness with her. she felt that it's unfair for him to take it all by himself.

now he's back, she felt herself neglects. although he did apologise for not able to accompany her, she still hope he can at least spend half an hour time with her.

***

she switched on her msn and after long waiting, he finally online. she managed to message him first and started to chat...she thought everything is alright until he mentioned about a guy chasing her. she dislikes his action when he keep pushing her to other guys. she started a short arguement and everything ended up when she decided to go offline for a moment..
she on back and he appear busy...she message him but no reply. she wondering if she should give up her love?
he's back but yet, she's aching...she wish everything will be back to normal but, will it be possible with her only force?