Stupid

Stupid!!!



i miss my phone...
it have been days since my dad took it for repair and yet, i still cant get it back yet...
i thought of using it tml but ended up i got to keep waiting for it..
what the heck are they doing???
does it need so much time just to repair one stupid damn phone...
f**k la...

One More Day To Go

One More Day To Go



Yeap....you got it...
tml is the day i going to slightly enjoy my holiday..
i'm going out wif my fren..!!!
somehow, i'm pretty excited about it...
muahhahaha


sigh...
my lil baby girl got into the hospital..
i don't know how to say it in english but if based on hokien, it's called as 'chu piak' and in mandarin is 'chu ma'
she got fever as well and her whole body was super hot..
i honestly, pity her...
heart pain as well...
wish her got well soon then~

Can't Wait!!!

Can't Wait


Finally, i can go out with chelle!!!!
At first, it's only me and chelle, den my sis wanna join too..
so it become 3 girls...
i suddenly remember of Jeff, so i invited him along...
chelle look for back up and maybe ed and yee going...
woohoo!!!!!bigger crowd!!!
i just can't wait to go...
and, i'm gonna camwhore...!!!!!
(*although chelle say she dun1 take pic with a doll...sobs*)

Gosh~

Gosh


I'm still have no idea what i wanted to do...
say...I'm speechless as well..
holiday sucks!!!
exam lagi sucks...
grrrrr~~~~

SMS-holic

SMS-holic

we often heard of shopaholic, bookaholic and more holic-kers...

now, i introduce, SMS-holics....

well, i love to sms and it turned out to be one of my great hobby..

WOOHOOO~

wondering who's my 'sms-kaki' huh???

well, they are different in the way they sms...

~Leo~

**great sms companion but, it takes some patient to sms him coz his phone keep black-out**

~Jeff a.k.a Kit~

**he can chat wif u but, he's not active in sms...he will dissapear suddenly...**

~Raynille~

**midnight chatter...still, she won't reply when things got bored...**

~Chelle~

**the first person i will seek to chat..**

~Alex~
**love to talk to her especially wif her total exclamation mark and her own words...**

~Sing Yee~

**Love to chat wif her coz, i will be given a chance to be a counsellor...hhaaha**

~Ken~

**after knowing each other for 3years, the way he sms still the same...slow reply...**

there are more but, these are the ppl i often msg wif...

(*winks!!!*)

Bored

Bored



{bored to death}






I'm officially bored...
There's nothing to do and yeap, i don't know what to blog too....
well, actually, there's sth i wanna talk bout...


PLS...


Press my nuffnang ad....donate 25cents to me...T.T

Life and Death

Life and Death

before he came out into my life, i don't mind about dying early... or should i say, i opened towards death...i no longer afraid of dying early..this open feeling towards death grow in me when i start suffering headache, which doctor can't find the cause...i got to go through several doctors and finally, i found a doctor who could temporary put my pain into rest...but early of the year, i finished my medication and the pain stop..i thought i survive this time, but my nightmare came back to me...

i started feeling the pain in me but i thought it's just stress or maybe it's just the weather...slowly, i can feel my head damn heavy and it cause my temper turned bad..i often feel tired and moody...it started to show the symptom...i got scared...i don't want it to come back...

i'm not planning to tell my parents...not now..the treatment cost heavily and i have to keep going back there..i hate the feeling...i can't stand watching my mom cry and my dad stress bout me...

i still can control the pain...but, i just suddenly fear that i would die...

since he came into my life, everything change...i don't want to leave this world early...i rather he left me first...i want to be with him forever...i really love him...i guess...i think of him and when i realise my stupid 'old friend' are back, i don't want him to know about it...but, due to my carelessness, he found out...honestly, i cried when chatting with him bout my condition...the way he treat me really touched me deeply...all the while with almost all my ex, i got to compromise with them and sometimes i got to hurt myself to satisfied them...but, being with him, i feel being treat nice after so long...he meant alot to me though....

i don't know what i want...i got so messed up...but, i still pray that god don't take me away now..not now...i almost cried when chelle reply me saying she doensn't want to loose me...chelle, i won't want to loose you either...

besides,

i don't want to loose dear either

Holidays~

Holidays

Finally, holidays are here but, i'm still stuck in my house...

went shopping today after cleaning up my house...got super tired and slept all the way to balakong...

Well, i got into the camwhore mood today..wee~~

At central,
me and my family got mistaken as not local...got a guy who promoting WWF and he approach me and my dad..he start talking in mandarin and my dad ignore him..i just smile and nod...finally, he gave up and walked away...got bored of waiting for my mom, i went to look for ice-cream...while looking, that guy suddenly walked to me and say, "I actually can talk in english". i look at him and smile while i said, "Nevermind"

LOL...

oh ya...got a short video clip...XD

100th Post

100th Post

I got my purple contact lens...and my eyes look super fake...hahaha

btw, we finished our TRIAL!!!!!

WooHoo!!!!

but, stil, SPM coming now....

Gotta study hard for it..

ELAINE~GAMBATE!!!!

My nightmare is going to get me today~

Bout an hour more my relative is coming over...T.T

Lucky she didn't plan to stay here...(i wish she don't)

Anyhow, i'm going out to eat with them later...

Pls!!!!Help me!!! WUAAAAA~

090909

090909



before i begin,
this is my 99th post!
specially for this special day...
~090909~





today is the special day where so many couples get married...
i recieved some message, reminding me to say I LOVE YOU to people whom i loves
which includes my friends and family..
not to forget, him~


FRIENDS AND FAMILY~

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!


**I LOVE YOU TOO DEAR~**

SOS

SOS

My relatives are going to pay me a visit!!!!
Travelling from Penang and stop-by at KL!!!

WHAT THE HECK???!!!!

I'm so gonna loose my leftover 20% freedom!!

Y?
Cause my this relative doesn't like 'children'
she always lecture my cousins in penang bout online and phone...
and i got the feeling she's going to do the same to me...
SOBS~
I wanna escape from this nightmare...
Anyone going out???
Please bring me along!!!!

Exam Exam n Exam

Exam Exam n Exam


070809

Having moral exam~ Grr~I forget all the definisi..
Darn it!!!!
Well, after recess, almost half of the class went back home... Why? Cause no more exam...I, being a so-called good student stay of course...Haha~
During sejarah, something happen...It's bout the darn 'nangka'...Argued with Esther when she 'strictly' warn us not to do group study...
What the heck???!!!!
Esther remained at Fish place...nangka got frustrated and scolded Esther...And i support Esther!!!We got the right to do group study k??!!!
Then, Ong got scolded too... For stupid reason... It's about the way he sit...
==

080909

UPSR had started.. So wish those people who are sitting for it ALL THE BEST!!!
Having Physics and Add Maths test today~ (*NIGHTMARES!!!*)
I got tired of studying... When will this torture will ends? T.T
Well, it's kok chong birthday today...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Stupid Phone

Stupid Phone!!!








I don't have the mood of going out today but, i thought it's only one of my stupid instinct...
Got pretty distracted during the time i shop around...Something was bugging me actually...
I got annoyed by my mom scolding the little boy.. Why can't he behave well?
We later went to eat rice and the whole super duper stupid annoying stuff happen...
My phone drop on the floor and the whole front cover came out!!!!!
It's like, the phone got crush or a better example, the brain came out from the head..
Well, it'n not actually the first time so i quickly took my phone and head to the table...I thought i can fixed it but this time, it just can't go in there...
i got scared and i don't feel like eating anymore...
Ended up, we took it for a repair..
the guy said i got to change the whole thing and it cost bout 100ringgit...
I take back the phone, not wanting to repair anymore...
My dad asked me to sell off this phone and he will get me the lg one..
But, i don't want to sacrifice my phone...
I wish some opinion can be given..







the phone i wanted to buy...


so, anyone can tell me what should i do?
Sell it and get the new phone
or
Take it to repair?

Exam Exam and Exam

Got tired of exam lately...
I don't really get the whole point of having exam when everyone know what's coming out...
Worse, some even got the question paper earlier...
All they got to do was prepare the answer at home and memorise it...
What's really irritate me was, they all kiasu(*means afraid to loose)...
Unlike last exam, the tips for this term onlly circulated around their gang...
Although i wasn't interested in those tips, but the feeling of unfair still rose in me..
Whatever it is...I don't think i want to care anymore... :D


Honestly...Something freaky happened...
It's just the first day of school and it's something unacceptable for it to happen....
well, we found out that there's a pervert in the girl's toilet...
Worst, it's in my blok!!!!
It happened early in the morning when all of the sudden, we heard a girl screaming out super loud..
I guess almost every homosapiens in the school heard that freaking long scream..
I thought it's just some kind of prank so, i didn't question much...
But, later we found out that a form 5 girl was being molest in the toilet...
That stupid guy was dressed with a black jacket...They can't see his face clearly...
Super scary...





On wednesday night, i went down to do some offering for the heng dai...
We start by praying at the road side using the joystick and later on, my parents arrange those hell money and paper clothes behind the candles.
We start burning and, all of the sudden, the fire got 'fierce'...
Then, one of the ashes started to burn and fly up high
my dad say it shows sign of luck and fortune...
i somehow wish it's true...




Recently...i turned out to be a NERD...
AIKS!!! not NERD....
i rather be BOOKWORM...
Sorry Alex and Maine....
I'm not qualified to be one...
I cant laugh like a NERD,
I cant talk like a NERD,
I cant do the NERD finger split...

cONclUSIon~
I'M NOT A NERD!!!


muaHAhaHA